LOL Mingus! I like ate pie today!

This Video is from last year.
hahahaha
can you hear over the loud music and heavy breathing.
I was so fat back then.
lol
um, totes

Inspiration

versace never stops selling sex

children love screamo bands from utah

make up, lights, cigarettes




best face front




dita is stunning


pretty people in pretty clothes

they're flippin' sweet

fafi explans me

trapped in a box

love sucks

I can't stand girls, they're so bitchy and manipulative.
I can't stand boys ether, they're really selfish, rude and cruel.
But they're both so cute.
hahahahaha

I'm stuck in a rut.

Valentine's day sucked...i made a mix cd so i could bask in my misery.
here's the track listing:


1. The Con-Tegan and Sara
2. Mother Sea-Bat For Lashes
3. Simple Kind Of Life- No Doubt
4. Fallen Snow (The Teenagers Remix)- The Teenagers
5. Blue Light- Bloc Party
6. My Moon My Man- Feist
7. Sunrise, Sunset - Bright Eyes
8. Turn Into-Yeah Yeah Yeahs
9. Light With A Sharpened Edge-The Used
10. The Clap-The Unicorns
11. Your Lips Are Red-St. Vincent
12. Ego-The Sounds
13. Oh My God-Kaiser Chiefs
14. Classifieds-The Academy Is...
15. This Modern Love-Bloc Party
16. (Hidden Track)- The Sounds
17. No Surprises-Radiohead
18. To The Lighthouse-Patrick Wolf
19. No More Long Years-Matt and Kim
20. On Top-The Killers
21. One Minute To Midnight-Justice
22.Vivica- Jack Off Jill
23. Miss World-Hole
24. Call The Shots -Girls Aloud
25. Silver Lining-Rilo Kiley
26. Dear Diary, My Teen Angst Has A Body Count - From First To Last
27. Slow Down-The Academy Is...



27 songs, all different types. British songstress, emo kids whining, cheesy pop ballads about breaking up are all included.
they all make me sad.
hahaha
i'm a loser.

i'd wear this every day

my new hair

um, its a ok photo.
but whatever

Ballroom

- I've got into Sem! i couldn't belive it, when my mom was reading the acceptance letter to me i was trying to text everyone the good news, so all the pictures of me have my head down. it kinda sucks.

-I went to my first grown up after party. hahaha. it was the party after the slam semi-finals. Cleavland won. it was really fun hanging with a bunch of drunk 30 somethings. I just ate pizza and played Wii.

-I dyed my hair. It was going to be turquiose, but when i bleached it i liked the color so much i just let it be. Now its a golden- orange blond color. i love it.

-I've ran out of room on my ipod. i found out yesterday when i was trying to put Hot Kiss by Juliette And The Licks on, and it said "ipod doesnt have enough space" or something like that. i got really mad, and started deleting like every song i havent listen to in the past month. then i got really sad, because i was delelting all these songs i loved that i just forgot to listen to.

-I've figured out the plot to that story i was writing. basically these kids form a band and they get really popular really fast. the lead singer get pushed more more into the spotlight leaving her band mates off in the shaddows. and then they break up. all before age 27.

-On the fifth i went to this pizza party at sem so i could meet all of my new classmates. I don't fit in at all. i'm really scared about it too. Like all the girls are from amhearst and grand island, they wear uggs and abechrombie, they listen to TOP 40! i'm not gonna survive! and there all so skinny! they make me feel huge and short. some of the girls were really tall and others wear like my height. i can't stand being short. since i'm around all these teengae boys i feel shorter than normal. why do they have to be so tall. greta is 5'9 and gigi is 5'11. i'm 5'5 and 3 quarters. I feel soooo short! i cant take this anymore.

-I hate Valentines Day. I can't stand it. I HATE IT!!!! I never have a valentine, no one wants to be my valentine and anyone i ask says no it a cruel and cold way. but this year i don't even have a crush on anyone. but i still hate all this bullshit lovey dovey crap. like wtf why is this even a holiday. ugh! i hope all my classmates get preginant and get aids. buglhertjrfkg!

-ok, maybe not AIDS but they can still get preginant. i don't really care for them much. lol