today.

i went shopping with ruby
and i found my graduation dress.
its amazing.
and i got some white wayfers
they're flyyy.
i'll post photos later.

let the beat control you.

There are two bands that everytime I here them I start to cry.
I cry in a good way not in the bad way. Its because when i hear the they fil me with emotions of the past and its just overwellming.
The bands are Tilly and The Wall. and Zolof The Rock and Roll Destroyer.
Your probally laughing at me right now. i mean there not the type of band you start to cry over, expecially ZTRRD.
But in those past two years i've dealt with a lot of shit. Stuff i don't like to mention and those bands have always been there for me.
The lyrics have kept me from going crazy and hurting myself.
They've helpt me realize that everything is gonna get better and that the bullshit that's happening right now won't matter in the future.
It's funny because it seems that those two bands have a song or a line in a song that have helpt me with all my issues.
They've givin me hope and happiness and they always make me smile.
Thats why when people talk shit about them i get soooo fucking defencive. Because its like there crushing me and I just can't take it.

So I guess this is a thank you letter.
Thank you.
Thank you so fucking much.


oh my god. i started to cry again.

since i was gone

I'm having the best time of my life. and i'm not really doing anything. I've got great friends & money in my pockets. My report card came a couple days ago and i went up in everything =] I got cold stone yesterday. it was my first time ever going there. it was sooo yummy<33 I think i'm slowly turning into a scene kid. but i really don't care. my life is amazing right now. and nothing is going to change that. =]