blah blah blah blah bahl

so i got into the film making thing.

its really fun and great.

i went to the buff sem open house.

its my fucking dream school

i have to go or i will:

1.die

2.pass out

3.go into shock

4.run away or

5.all of the above

yes i love it there its amazing, i'm shadowing there really soon.

oh and gigi the post below this is not about you neather is it about you fatimah.

so stop or dont start

I hate myself

seriously.
but whatever who cares any more?
who cares about anyone but themselfs any more.
who gives a shit when their "friend" isnt ok.
just leave.shut the door behind you.
i dont care anymore
but i wish you would say out of my mind.
stop haunting me.
all of thoes good memories will be gone, like a dream you forget
yet try so hard to remember.
so
FUCK YOU
ARRRRHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IHATEYOU
-mingus

we are your friends

HEY EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i havent written anything in almost a month.
i felt so bad.
things are going good.
i guess, i'm chill with gigi now.
were not all best buddiest, but we're not enimies.
My ipod has been being a dumb ass latly and i'm ready to sell it,
i'll prolly get a green one, a new nano or a old video ipod.
fatimah's birthday is saturday but we're celebrating it tomarrow.
shes my best friend ever.
i dont know what i would do without her.

shazzam.bigcartel.com

oh i forgot.
i started my own tee shirt company called shazzam. so go check it out.shazzam.bigcartel.com
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magick

so summer is gone.
its september 8th.
the first satuday of the school year, and everythings great.
gigi turn out to be a fake. one of those people who lie and cheat about everything.
i don't really care, she was just a back up friend anyway.
lol
i have one gt class every cycle beacuse of stupid biology.
i have a biology lab every B and E day. which could be a study hall or gt.
that kinda sucks.
but biology is great, fun and hard. but that easy challenging hard, not the "OMG i'm gonna like die in bio today!!!!!!" kind of hard
lol, no nothing like that.
fatimah got her cell phone taken away so i won't be calling at all, because she doesnt have a home phone.
cypress is slightly ignoring me.
i dont think she is but it sure seems like it.
theirs this new girl named hannah, from jersey who looks just like sam from last year.
its so creepy. everytime brittany, tia, fatimah, and i see her we get this earge to call her sam.
lol
she hates being called sam.
michael is being nice to me for some reason, its so weird i think something is wrong.
i'm in mr.montante's homeroom, yes another math teacher.
if i get a math teacher for homeroom in high school somethings up.
french sucks ass.
lol because all she talks about is canada and its really boring.
cause their just like us but live in the north.
it would be different if all she talked about was france. i would prolly enjoy it.
but noo its CANADA.
i hate canada now.
ha
crystal castles are comming with metric september 22. and i'm sooooo going. if i miss it i'm gonna die, more then when i missed project revolution or when i missed matt & kim yesterday.
i cant miss this show!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh and the horrorpops are comming to thursday at the square, that means its free.
i'm going to that with fatimah cause like a cousins or something are in the band preforming with dropkick murpheys and horrorpops.
i will write next week.
i think i'm gonna write every week. instead of everyday. its just easier to write on saturdays.
lol.

sorry

sorry i havent been posting lately.
our computer was just fixed and i lost all my music, photos and documents.
i'll make a really big and long post tomarrow

crash

i'm really good at making people get mad at me.

my plan was to make cypress pissed at me so i wouldnt be pissed and her, because i made her mad.

i have no idea were i get these ideas.

I <3 Nancy Vice

ugh

its raining & i got tons of fireworks & firecrakers,but its raining.

lol

what are we gonna do?

this fourth of july sucks,but i'm getting my phone it like a phone cause my mom's being an ass.

UGH!

any way, this is my phone

Isn't it sweet!

i can't wait.

Yesterday Cypress called and asked if i wanted to help her sell shirts.

I said yes. I never showed up.

On purpose, i really dont like her at the moment and i'm just being mean to be mean.

I'm someone buys my this outfit, i'll love them forever!

Lets make out.

Greta's party wasnt very fun.

it was a bunch off people from her street that we didn't know.

2 people excluding me from our school showed up.

about 20 people were supose to.

Aris,Greta's older sister is way cool she like got cooler.

I have no idea what i'm gonna do this summer.

lol

i realy want to go to camp, but its kinda too late for that since camp season is like ,"around the block and down the street!"

I might cut my hair, one side longer then the other. one side chin lenght and the other ear length. i think i might do that in augest or late july,but who knows i might do it tomarrow. loli need to wash my hair, its a hot mess. and its pretty flammable. Cause of all the hair spray i've been using.
Lol
i'm gonna BURN!!!!

Stam called, she wants her name back

I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i survied 7th grade. today is my first day of freedom. i have 2 months of no homework, drinking italian sodas and Listening to music.
Party Up
Excellent!
Rock On!
....So what am i doing today?
1. possibly hanging out with gigi
2.possibly hanging out with cypress
3.going to Greata's Party

Greata's party is going to be fantastic. she always throws the best parties.
Gigi is this kid on my buss. she's obsessed with scene kids, the "scene" and myspace. its kinda of shallow, but she think i have cool clothes, and i'm a nice person that wants some friends and ta da!

I just found out that the thing with cypress isn't gona happen. she's going to sam's house.

Guess what, The Sounds and the Sexpistols are the best!

i'll post last day and Darien Lake Photo's tomarrow

hip kids just know where to go

Since my last post.
I'm: 13 years old.
A member of the national junior honor socitiy
A possible member of Buffalo Prep
A owner of a amazingly sexy blue 4Gb Ipod Nano
Taking Honors English and Biology next year
Seriously confused.


Ok, on the last one i have no clue what i'm doing. wait, let me refrase that; i know what i'm doing, just not what i want to do. and its confusing the hell out of me!

So theres this person i used to be friends with and now we're sort of having a falling out. and its really breaking my heart. i think i cried about 5 times yesterday over it(i'm getting my period...LOL) UGH! i cant stand it. i feel so lost and lonely like i'm losing all my friends(which i'm not) i feel like i need to get away and start over, but whatever.
I saw the new famtastic four movie and it was actully really good. much better then the first one and WAY better then Spider man 3. that movie sucked. the villans were the best part and Mary Jane stole the movie.

I can't stop listening to Brad Walsh's new EP " bones with new skin". its super catching and the lyrics are great. pretty simple but great.<------Does that make sense? and all so i stocked my ipod with a bunch of party song such as Crime Mob's "Stilletto Pumps", Tv Rock's "Bimbo Nation", Shop Boyz's"Part like a rock star" and Hadouken featuring Plan B's "no more eatin".
i can't stop dancing!


well anyway i promise to post tomarrow.
anyone like the new layout!

12 days

<12 days untill my birthday. i cant wait my godmother said she gonna buy me an Ipod. i downloaded Lily Allen and The Klaxons' cds. they are amazing. i love love love klaxons. i dont understand how anyone could not like them. there is this chick in my english class that knows kelly @ city honours. i'm trying really hard to have a british accent. i love them so much its strange.

ugh!

my computer with aol is down. so won't be able to IM or email anyone.
so talk on myspace: http://myspace.com/mingusdt

Wishlist....25 days till my bday

This shirt




and some more stuff too....

Missing New York

I should be Writing about my school life and my family history
but I'm not I am Procrastnating Trying not to think about my 8 page English Project that is due on Monday So i keep on Listening To The Unicorns and Keep Pretending Everything is OK Because I was Born A Unicorn and That I will Die With Wings I Changed My Blog Title and URL Its Funny because i wont be wearing sunnies for quite a while its been raing for the past couple of days and its always dark and hazey the sky is actully white right now its so weird not seeing the green grass covered in snow or not having to worry about um-ber-ellas and just about remembering to wear gloves My life has been very repetitive lately My life has been very, very repetitive lately I’ve switched off between the same two pairs of pants for a week—black jeans, blue jeans, black jeans, blue jeans my hair isnt curlyy and more it un curled its self because of the god damn rain it was pouring buckets like it was washington cochella's second day starts to day CocoRosie is playing today so is Tilly and The Wall,and Peter Bojrn and John My parents like CocoRosie i played them at dinner yesterday we ate sausey pizza and watched code 46 Ruby and Haven's Birthday party tomarrow at lazertron mom said i could invite cypress but i decided not to I Have Abandoned my livejournal but i still read my friend's page I cant wait till summer i'll Be back in New York.

OMFG IM LIKE @ SCKOOL!!

i'm at school.
8th period.
i'm supost to be doing reseach for a a health project on cocaine.
but they dont block blogger blogs(say that 5 times fast!)
so whatever.
i dont know what to write i'm just doing this to spite the system.
lol
they block LWF, livejournal,myspace,greatist journal,hiplog,Junk mag,
ok bye bitches

liar liar pants on fire....your gonna burn in hell

I just Saw The Used new video fore their new song "The Worm and The Bird". I love it. I Can't fucking wait for The Cd. It comes out may 22. so buy that shit for my birthday.
I find it kind of strange that i can still watch and listen to the used without laughing. Unlike my chemical romance i can never watch any of the videos relised after 3 cheers. I feel slightly Embarssed for like them. It has nothing to do with the hatered to MCR. it has to do with their egos flaming up and leaving their genre and roots behind. and being all dumb and rockstars and shit.
UGH! it sounds like i'm bitching for no reason.
i still listen to MCR and i'm not getting rid of my posters any time soon.
The Worm and The Bird Video:
Pretty Handsom Ackward:


Pretty Handsome Awkward is pretty kick ass live. but its lyric are quite simple like unfinshed simple. The begining soungs like a rock verison of "I know What Boys Like" by Junkies

Liar Liar:

fun with pills[photos part one]

how do you like my new [big]hair[style]?
yeah i know i'm gross!

shes got the looks

I'm finaly understanding that the friends i have now.
are the ones i'll have untill 2009.
Its fine, just a little sad.
not that it matters anyway in 5 years i wont even remember all the people that hate me.
and i'm just fine with that.

Justin timberlake's album is great.
even my father likes it.
but i've been listen to The Grates and Peter Bjorn And John.
they make me smile.
my mom bought two gutairs off E-bay.
one came yesterday the other one came two day. along with a microphone stand and another microphone.
i want a ipod or just some ipod headphones.
i should get my dad to buy me some. they are only 10 bucks.
my fathers surgery went well.
HE HAS A KIDNEY NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
on sunday night i was messing with this hair gell.
and i was allergic to it.
i had no idea.
my face broke out and it looks terrible i'll post a photo tomarrow.
i'm doing a project on garbage(the band) in GT so i was watching all of these garbage videos on youtube. and i saw the runbabyrun video and.
Shirly Manson is hella pretty.
like amazing.
she soooo hot.
but cypress doesnt think so.
but whatever its true. and if you have a problem with it whatever. because i'm not taking anyones shit anymore.
yeah.