I Wear Sunnies

you Can't Survive on ice Cream.

2008-10-21T17:16:00.001-04:00

what I want From urban outfitters +American apparel.

old world underground, where are you now?

2008-09-23T14:05:00.002-04:00

blah blah blah.
my life has been a perfect repetition for the last month.
wake up, school, walk home, homework, television, sleep.
I'm never hungry and more.
i only get thirsty, its really weird.
Friday might turn out to be fun.
a little break away from the usual.
so first there's a fashion show at the uu church, its for charity or so meting. but there's free food and music.
then right after this awesome band called this is an empire is having a dance party somewhere on elmwood. its gonna be boss!
ahaha.

life's good.
& i'm happy.

so now i understand.

2008-08-25T21:36:00.002-04:00

i've figured out the reason why i haven't been blogging.
its because everything in my life is great.
it's amazing.
i'm around stunning people, listening to great people, doing awesome things.
and i can't write about that.
i seem to only be able to blog when i'm sad or shitty.
ahaha.
because when everything is good in my life i feel like i'm bragging about something.
like, its not normal for people to be happy and enjoy getting up every morning. like something is wrong with me for enjoying life.
its really weird.
so for some reason i always tend to make things in my life seem worst then they are, but only when things are going good. not when i actually feel like shit. when its shit, its shit.
bwahahaha.
i kinda don't really understand what the fuck i just said in that whole beginging thing-y. ugh. ahaha.

anyway!
today i went thrifting with my mom and sister. it was pretty great.
the best finds where a pink christian dior dress shirt (that actually fit me!) for 1.50. yes, A DOLLAR AND FIFTY CENTS! i got really excited.
i also got a black gingham ralph laruen dress shirt for 1.50.
and the super cute green floral 60s dress with a matching belt.

all the music that i've been listening to lately has relfected my mood. its super fun, dancable, happyand preppy its like i'm turning into a gossip girl episode. so my top ten songs for august(not in any order) are:

1.Kiss Me Tiger by Marilyn Monroe
i've got no idea what movie this is from but i guess i should look it up somewhere. this song makes me all happy inside(lmfao). this song is like wearing silk and chiffon ball gowns and dancing around with the hottest boy you know.

2. See A Penny Pick It Up by YACHT
i first heard this song on some girls myspace. i completely fell in love with it. i think everyone in my house is sick of me singing this at the top of my lungs. its just so damn catchy! plus it has a great beat. this song is like eating creamcicles with your best friends on a hot day after going to the pool.

3. You Don't Know Me by Ben Folds feat. Regina Spector
On sunday nights the local rock radio plays new music. a lot of it is indie, some is by new unsigned bands, others are just awesome songs off of new albums. this song is insanely catchy, like one listen and it'll be stuck in your head for weeks. plus there voices work amazingly together. this song is a long train ride across state, right after you broke up with someone, but you don't really care because they were kind of an asshole anyway.

4. Get Like Me by David Banner
this song is getting played on every top 40 radio station in the country.
but it's pure gold! ahhhahahaaha. i'm not sure, it might be the ghetto chick in me but i can't help sing along. it was my favorite song for a longgggg time. bahahaha.
this song is a giant party in the suburbs with your bff and lots of spark( the drink.)

5. Two of Hearts by Stacy Q
I love this song. it's pure 80s gold. brad walsh's cover is pretty flyy too but the orignal kills it. like AHHHH!(lmfaooo) i love this so much. this song is buying matching zebra striped bras with your best friend, then getting strawberry ice cream and flirting with the waiter.

6. Me Plus Yr Daughter by Natalie Portman's Shaved Head
This song is about how to date a hot girl while not annoying/upseting her strict father.
can you say amazinggggg! plus the beat makes you want the get off your ass and dance and the lyrics are completely hilarious and really really catchy. this is my favorite song all summer. this song is an all night sleepover with all of your friends and playing truth or dare.

7.Talk Shit by Millionares
because every playlist needs a song about beating gossipy bitches up. the lyrics are simple and catchy&&its hilarious. this is the song everyone listens to before going into a situation where a whole lotta people don't like you, for me that place is thursday at the square. but whatever. back down bitch, your fucking done!

8. Sour Cherry by The Kills
i had to include a song by them because they are the 4th best two piece out there.(the first is the white stripes, then DFA1979, then the dresden dolls) yeah. i dont want to write anymore because i'm lazy. but it feautres a cow bell and catchy lyrics. its like walking into the school dance with black ripped tights and pink betsey johnson dress. its sour and sweet.

9. That's Not My Name by The Ting Tings
Men call the lead singer hell and stacy, quiet girl and maybe jolisa. it's always the same.
this song is getting dressed to go to a show. like a pink spiders show or maybe the teenagers.

10. Grizzly Bear by The All Girl Summer Fun Band.
this song is awesome. not only do they have "summer" and "fun" in there name but its complete sugar pop. like a water balloon fight on a hot day. =]

well that's all for now.
i'm sleepy.
<3
Mingus.

wish apon a star.

2008-08-13T17:01:00.006-04:00

my fall wishlist.
a collection of stuff i really want.
my look this fall is going to be a mix of japanise supercutesy,60s housewife and hip hop princess.
ahaha
everything is from fred flare, lesportsac, delia*s, torrid, payless, urban outfitters.
the girl with the amazing hair is amazing model raquel reed.
so now on to the shitttt.

zebra leggings
hair this color!
gameboy color

chloe inspired mary jane pumps
cut out oxfords
grey bubble skirt
addas hightops
school bus tote

hot pink shiny leggings
red keds.
saddle shoes
patrisha field for payless sandals
star scarf

juicy couture perfume set.
khaki skinnies!
diorshow(waterproof of course!)
star necklace from delia*s
hot pink party dress

laptop case from lesportsac
backpack from fred flare
cheetah leggings
mj perfume.
star wars flash drive

<3mingus.

oh.

2008-06-27T13:42:00.001-04:00

oh i forgot to say this but my hair now has a fucsia/red/pink stripe in it.

its all over now.

2008-06-27T13:34:00.003-04:00

so i finally graduated.

i'm off to high school.

and i'm suprisingly really scared.

but everyone kinda is.

hahahaha

just got the sem dress code and i was all "wtf?"

i have to buy a whole new wardrobe.

completely new.

i dont know if its awesome or sucky yet.

I'm gonna start dressing like this awesome chicka.

i need money, some sweet fabric and belts.

oh and shoes.

and tights.

today.

2008-05-23T17:04:00.000-04:00

i went shopping with ruby
and i found my graduation dress.
its amazing.
and i got some white wayfers
they're flyyy.
i'll post photos later.

let the beat control you.

2008-05-20T15:48:00.004-04:00

There are two bands that everytime I here them I start to cry.
I cry in a good way not in the bad way. Its because when i hear the they fil me with emotions of the past and its just overwellming.
The bands are Tilly and The Wall. and Zolof The Rock and Roll Destroyer.
Your probally laughing at me right now. i mean there not the type of band you start to cry over, expecially ZTRRD.
But in those past two years i've dealt with a lot of shit. Stuff i don't like to mention and those bands have always been there for me.
The lyrics have kept me from going crazy and hurting myself.
They've helpt me realize that everything is gonna get better and that the bullshit that's happening right now won't matter in the future.
It's funny because it seems that those two bands have a song or a line in a song that have helpt me with all my issues.
They've givin me hope and happiness and they always make me smile.
Thats why when people talk shit about them i get soooo fucking defencive. Because its like there crushing me and I just can't take it.

So I guess this is a thank you letter.
Thank you.
Thank you so fucking much.

oh my god. i started to cry again.

since i was gone

2008-05-10T10:11:00.003-04:00

I'm having the best time of my life.
and i'm not really doing anything.
I've got great friends & money in my pockets.
My report card came a couple days ago and i went up in everything =]
I got cold stone yesterday. it was my first time ever going there.
it was sooo yummy<33
I think i'm slowly turning into a scene kid.
but i really don't care.
my life is amazing right now.
and nothing is going to change that. =]

LOL Mingus! I like ate pie today!

2008-02-22T18:27:00.003-05:00

This Video is from last year.
hahahaha
can you hear over the loud music and heavy breathing.
I was so fat back then.
lol
um, totes

Inspiration

2008-02-17T20:23:00.013-05:00

versace never stops selling sex

children love screamo bands from utah

make up, lights, cigarettes

best face front

dita is stunning

pretty people in pretty clothes

they're flippin' sweet

fafi explans me

trapped in a box

love sucks

2008-02-16T15:55:00.003-05:00

I can't stand girls, they're so bitchy and manipulative.
I can't stand boys ether, they're really selfish, rude and cruel.
But they're both so cute.
hahahahaha

I'm stuck in a rut.

Valentine's day sucked...i made a mix cd so i could bask in my misery.
here's the track listing:

1. The Con-Tegan and Sara
2. Mother Sea-Bat For Lashes
3. Simple Kind Of Life- No Doubt
4. Fallen Snow (The Teenagers Remix)- The Teenagers
5. Blue Light- Bloc Party
6. My Moon My Man- Feist
7. Sunrise, Sunset - Bright Eyes
8. Turn Into-Yeah Yeah Yeahs
9. Light With A Sharpened Edge-The Used
10. The Clap-The Unicorns
11. Your Lips Are Red-St. Vincent
12. Ego-The Sounds
13. Oh My God-Kaiser Chiefs
14. Classifieds-The Academy Is...
15. This Modern Love-Bloc Party
16. (Hidden Track)- The Sounds
17. No Surprises-Radiohead
18. To The Lighthouse-Patrick Wolf
19. No More Long Years-Matt and Kim
20. On Top-The Killers
21. One Minute To Midnight-Justice
22.Vivica- Jack Off Jill
23. Miss World-Hole
24. Call The Shots -Girls Aloud
25. Silver Lining-Rilo Kiley
26. Dear Diary, My Teen Angst Has A Body Count - From First To Last
27. Slow Down-The Academy Is...

27 songs, all different types. British songstress, emo kids whining, cheesy pop ballads about breaking up are all included.
they all make me sad.
hahaha
i'm a loser.

i'd wear this every day

2008-02-15T11:27:00.001-05:00

my new hair

2008-02-11T20:31:00.000-05:00

um, its a ok photo.
but whatever

Ballroom

2008-02-11T13:54:00.000-05:00

- I've got into Sem! i couldn't belive it, when my mom was reading the acceptance letter to me i was trying to text everyone the good news, so all the pictures of me have my head down. it kinda sucks.

-I went to my first grown up after party. hahaha. it was the party after the slam semi-finals. Cleavland won. it was really fun hanging with a bunch of drunk 30 somethings. I just ate pizza and played Wii.

-I dyed my hair. It was going to be turquiose, but when i bleached it i liked the color so much i just let it be. Now its a golden- orange blond color. i love it.

-I've ran out of room on my ipod. i found out yesterday when i was trying to put Hot Kiss by Juliette And The Licks on, and it said "ipod doesnt have enough space" or something like that. i got really mad, and started deleting like every song i havent listen to in the past month. then i got really sad, because i was delelting all these songs i loved that i just forgot to listen to.

-I've figured out the plot to that story i was writing. basically these kids form a band and they get really popular really fast. the lead singer get pushed more more into the spotlight leaving her band mates off in the shaddows. and then they break up. all before age 27.

-On the fifth i went to this pizza party at sem so i could meet all of my new classmates. I don't fit in at all. i'm really scared about it too. Like all the girls are from amhearst and grand island, they wear uggs and abechrombie, they listen to TOP 40! i'm not gonna survive! and there all so skinny! they make me feel huge and short. some of the girls were really tall and others wear like my height. i can't stand being short. since i'm around all these teengae boys i feel shorter than normal. why do they have to be so tall. greta is 5'9 and gigi is 5'11. i'm 5'5 and 3 quarters. I feel soooo short! i cant take this anymore.

-I hate Valentines Day. I can't stand it. I HATE IT!!!! I never have a valentine, no one wants to be my valentine and anyone i ask says no it a cruel and cold way. but this year i don't even have a crush on anyone. but i still hate all this bullshit lovey dovey crap. like wtf why is this even a holiday. ugh! i hope all my classmates get preginant and get aids. buglhertjrfkg!

-ok, maybe not AIDS but they can still get preginant. i don't really care for them much. lol

2008-01-05T15:39:00.000-05:00

So yesterday night was the poetry slam regonals.

my mum was hosting.

it was awe-some.

there were four teams; buffalo, toronto, daton, and cleveland.

the toronto team was almost all girls, they only had one dude

&&cleaveland's team was all black.

Buffalo came in second place. Cleveland was first.

So After the slam, there was a party at gabrelle's house.

fun fun fun.

lol

i texted G when i was there and i was like:

"yo. somehow i found myself at a party with a bunch of almost drunk 30-somethings."

she just said "lmao"

you tube is eating my soul.

2007-12-31T21:41:00.000-05:00

but i love it!

Peace Out 2007!

2007-12-31T17:19:00.000-05:00

oh my god!
this is the last day of 07!
we'll be back in the even numbers now.
i love even numbers.

NEW FUCKING RESOLUTIONS!
OK so i will no longer talk about people that i know in real life by there first name.
I will use there first initial, gossip girl style(the book not the show).
I will talk about music as much as i can, posting links and video too.
I will go to show! damn i missed metric this year and i was really sad :(
I will NOT write pointless long posts about crushes or how much my life sucks
I will have fun and par-tay!!!
lolz

um, i saw Juno with C a couple days ago. it was great, Jezebel was right, well there always right. mostly.
but the movie was starting to get to my head, because last night i had a super weird dream.
so i was pregnant and lily Cole was the father. and in the dream F pointed out the obvious that Lily Cole is a chick and not a dude therefor she couldn't be the father. so we went on this crazy journey to find the father and it turned out to be Jeph from the used.
Creepy!
lol

according to Last FM the 20 artists I've listed to in 2007 are:
1. M.I.A
2. Metric
3. The Knife
4. The Cast of 'Rent'
5. Princess Superstar
6. My Chemical Romance
7. Mindless Self Indulgence
8. The Bird and The Bee
9. Death From Above 1979
10. Arctic Monkeys
11. The Go! Team
12. The Pipettes
13. Rilo Kiley
14. Gravy Train!!!!
15. Datarock
16.The Used
17. Horrorpops
18.Bloc Party
19. Daft Punk
20. MSTRKRFT

My 30 Favorite bands of 2007(in no order)
1. MSTRKRFT
2. Death From Above 1979
3. Gravy Train!!!!
4. Yelle
5. Girls Aloud
6. Sugababes
7. Patrick Wolf
8. Yeah Yeah Yeahs
9. Justice
10. Arctic Monkeys
11. Bloc Party
12. Namalee
13. The Bird and The Bee
14. Matt and Kim
15. Crystal Castels
16. M.I.A
17. Anne
18. We Smoke Fags
19. CSS
20. Uffie
21. MissOddKidd
22. St. Vincent
23. The Blood Brothers
24. Neon Blonde
25. The Horrors
26. Hadouken!
27.Trash Fashion
28. Does it Offend you, Yeah?
29. Simian Mobile Disco
30. Tegan and Sara

ok thats it. next post in 2008!
love you all,
MingusFOOL
ps.PARTAY!!!!
pps.wanna hang? comment me, i'll text u!
ppps. That above thing is a joke. don't really expect me to text you
pppps. unless your F, then i'd text u
ppppps. or G, G is straight up gansta i'd text her

I GOT A PHONE!!!!!!!!11

2007-12-26T16:42:00.000-05:00

this phone:
and its so amazing.
i get texting,internet and a camera,
the only bad thing is that virgin mobile's rates kinda suck
but its super super awesome!!!!!
and we got DDR supernova2
that game is sooo addicting.

voice post

2007-12-22T22:04:00.000-05:00

http://www.esnips.com/doc/0c44a5c8-2140-458a-b19f-05acc98e6666/I-Wear-Sunnies

wishlist

2007-12-22T14:24:00.000-05:00

yoo

2007-12-22T14:12:00.001-05:00

life is so weird sometimes.

i just don't get it.

this christmas is going to be so weird.

like we dont even have a tree.

and i'm not gonna get what i want

I dont really want anything.

i'll post a wishlist after this.

a cellphone, a tote bag, jeans, dresses, skirts, shirts, shoes.

and possibly a laptop(macbook)

but really just clothes and a cellphone(that i need)

but whatever.

goodbye paradise

2007-12-15T18:00:00.000-05:00

the last few days i've been feeling like crap. so i decided to write a story. its kinda shity and not done yet. but i found my old notebook from last year(last summer) and i'm writing in there.

the last few days, i've been wishing for summer. not this summer but a summer far away. when i'm 19 and i live on a farm with all my friends. we make music and eat tofu and drink soy milk. all the girls wear pretty dresses and flowers in their hair. all the boys wear overalls and linen pants and white cotton shirts.

the last few days i've been hating buffalo. the people, the weather, the cars, the houses, the dogs, the music, the shops. i want to leave it behind. forget about it. and move back to new york.

the last few days i've been sad. oh so sad and oh so scared. scared of the future and of the past. i just wanna go somewhere and cry. i cry everywhere lately. at home, in school, on the bus, on the train, at squeaky wheel. i'm a fucking wreck.

i wanna work in fashion, so i can control people. and make them feel ugly and fat.

4eva&eva&eva&eva&eva&...

2007-11-28T16:42:00.000-05:00

hola!
wazzzzz uppp????!!!!

my computer got fixed!!!!!
it had a virus and was acting really stupid & slow
so i have to make a short(3 min) silent film about my self.
i have no idea what to do.
the camera isn't focausing and i'm just wasting time.
UGGH
i have to give the camera back saturday. its wensday.
yuck!
still havent heard from cypress & frankly i'm not caring.
^ lol isnt that a first
i'm having the best time of my life, by just being me.

My parents are leaving for miami tonight.
they are going for the art fair/show/thingy.
they are going to be gone for like 2 weeks
so i'm stuck with the kids & my grandmom for two weeks.
in which i will successfuly go crazy & have a anxiny attach all in probly three days.
UGHJAKHGKNDHBGIP!!##YHN*&$#^%K

biology is eating my soul, so is myspace & my ipod.

i've read war of the worlds again. and also all these vampire books.
i'm gonna start doing voice posts.
if i'm not too lazy
lol
-mingusFOOL

blah blah blah blah bahl

2007-10-17T17:14:00.000-04:00

so i got into the film making thing.

its really fun and great.

i went to the buff sem open house.

its my fucking dream school

i have to go or i will:

1.die

2.pass out

3.go into shock

4.run away or

5.all of the above

yes i love it there its amazing, i'm shadowing there really soon.

oh and gigi the post below this is not about you neather is it about you fatimah.

so stop or dont start

I hate myself

2007-10-17T17:08:00.000-04:00

seriously.
but whatever who cares any more?
who cares about anyone but themselfs any more.
who gives a shit when their "friend" isnt ok.
just leave.shut the door behind you.
i dont care anymore
but i wish you would say out of my mind.
stop haunting me.
all of thoes good memories will be gone, like a dream you forget
yet try so hard to remember.
so
FUCK YOU
ARRRRHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IHATEYOU
-mingus

we are your friends

2007-10-04T18:07:00.000-04:00

HEY EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i havent written anything in almost a month.
i felt so bad.
things are going good.
i guess, i'm chill with gigi now.
were not all best buddiest, but we're not enimies.
My ipod has been being a dumb ass latly and i'm ready to sell it,
i'll prolly get a green one, a new nano or a old video ipod.
fatimah's birthday is saturday but we're celebrating it tomarrow.
shes my best friend ever.
i dont know what i would do without her.

shazzam.bigcartel.com

2007-09-08T16:51:00.000-04:00

oh i forgot.
i started my own tee shirt company called shazzam. so go check it out.shazzam.bigcartel.com
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magick

2007-09-08T16:35:00.000-04:00

so summer is gone.
its september 8th.
the first satuday of the school year, and everythings great.
gigi turn out to be a fake. one of those people who lie and cheat about everything.
i don't really care, she was just a back up friend anyway.
lol
i have one gt class every cycle beacuse of stupid biology.
i have a biology lab every B and E day. which could be a study hall or gt.
that kinda sucks.
but biology is great, fun and hard. but that easy challenging hard, not the "OMG i'm gonna like die in bio today!!!!!!" kind of hard
lol, no nothing like that.
fatimah got her cell phone taken away so i won't be calling at all, because she doesnt have a home phone.
cypress is slightly ignoring me.
i dont think she is but it sure seems like it.
theirs this new girl named hannah, from jersey who looks just like sam from last year.
its so creepy. everytime brittany, tia, fatimah, and i see her we get this earge to call her sam.
lol
she hates being called sam.
michael is being nice to me for some reason, its so weird i think something is wrong.
i'm in mr.montante's homeroom, yes another math teacher.
if i get a math teacher for homeroom in high school somethings up.
french sucks ass.
lol because all she talks about is canada and its really boring.
cause their just like us but live in the north.
it would be different if all she talked about was france. i would prolly enjoy it.
but noo its CANADA.
i hate canada now.
ha
crystal castles are comming with metric september 22. and i'm sooooo going. if i miss it i'm gonna die, more then when i missed project revolution or when i missed matt & kim yesterday.
i cant miss this show!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh and the horrorpops are comming to thursday at the square, that means its free.
i'm going to that with fatimah cause like a cousins or something are in the band preforming with dropkick murpheys and horrorpops.
i will write next week.
i think i'm gonna write every week. instead of everyday. its just easier to write on saturdays.
lol.

sorry

2007-07-26T16:47:00.000-04:00

sorry i havent been posting lately.
our computer was just fixed and i lost all my music, photos and documents.
i'll make a really big and long post tomarrow

crash

2007-07-09T23:42:00.000-04:00

i'm really good at making people get mad at me.

my plan was to make cypress pissed at me so i wouldnt be pissed and her, because i made her mad.

i have no idea were i get these ideas.

I <3 Nancy Vice

2007-07-04T14:27:00.000-04:00

ugh

its raining & i got tons of fireworks & firecrakers,but its raining.

lol

what are we gonna do?

this fourth of july sucks,but i'm getting my phone it like a phone cause my mom's being an ass.

UGH!

any way, this is my phone

Isn't it sweet!

i can't wait.

Yesterday Cypress called and asked if i wanted to help her sell shirts.

I said yes. I never showed up.

On purpose, i really dont like her at the moment and i'm just being mean to be mean.

I'm someone buys my this outfit, i'll love them forever!

Lets make out.

2007-06-24T11:13:00.000-04:00

Greta's party wasnt very fun.

it was a bunch off people from her street that we didn't know.

2 people excluding me from our school showed up.

about 20 people were supose to.

Aris,Greta's older sister is way cool she like got cooler.

I have no idea what i'm gonna do this summer.

lol

i realy want to go to camp, but its kinda too late for that since camp season is like ,"around the block and down the street!"

I might cut my hair, one side longer then the other. one side chin lenght and the other ear length. i think i might do that in augest or late july,but who knows i might do it tomarrow. loli need to wash my hair, its a hot mess. and its pretty flammable. Cause of all the hair spray i've been using.
Lol
i'm gonna BURN!!!!

Stam called, she wants her name back

2007-06-23T11:59:00.000-04:00

I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i survied 7th grade. today is my first day of freedom. i have 2 months of no homework, drinking italian sodas and Listening to music.
Party Up
Excellent!
Rock On!
....So what am i doing today?
1. possibly hanging out with gigi
2.possibly hanging out with cypress
3.going to Greata's Party

Greata's party is going to be fantastic. she always throws the best parties.
Gigi is this kid on my buss. she's obsessed with scene kids, the "scene" and myspace. its kinda of shallow, but she think i have cool clothes, and i'm a nice person that wants some friends and ta da!

I just found out that the thing with cypress isn't gona happen. she's going to sam's house.

Guess what, The Sounds and the Sexpistols are the best!

i'll post last day and Darien Lake Photo's tomarrow

hip kids just know where to go

2007-06-15T20:39:00.000-04:00

Since my last post.
I'm: 13 years old.
A member of the national junior honor socitiy
A possible member of Buffalo Prep
A owner of a amazingly sexy blue 4Gb Ipod Nano
Taking Honors English and Biology next year
Seriously confused.

Ok, on the last one i have no clue what i'm doing. wait, let me refrase that; i know what i'm doing, just not what i want to do. and its confusing the hell out of me!

So theres this person i used to be friends with and now we're sort of having a falling out. and its really breaking my heart. i think i cried about 5 times yesterday over it(i'm getting my period...LOL) UGH! i cant stand it. i feel so lost and lonely like i'm losing all my friends(which i'm not) i feel like i need to get away and start over, but whatever.
I saw the new famtastic four movie and it was actully really good. much better then the first one and WAY better then Spider man 3. that movie sucked. the villans were the best part and Mary Jane stole the movie.

I can't stop listening to Brad Walsh's new EP " bones with new skin". its super catching and the lyrics are great. pretty simple but great.<------Does that make sense? and all so i stocked my ipod with a bunch of party song such as Crime Mob's "Stilletto Pumps", Tv Rock's "Bimbo Nation", Shop Boyz's"Part like a rock star" and Hadouken featuring Plan B's "no more eatin".
i can't stop dancing!

well anyway i promise to post tomarrow.
anyone like the new layout!

12 days

2007-05-17T20:27:00.000-04:00

<12 days untill my birthday. i cant wait my godmother said she gonna buy me an Ipod. i downloaded Lily Allen and The Klaxons' cds. they are amazing. i love love love klaxons. i dont understand how anyone could not like them. there is this chick in my english class that knows kelly @ city honours. i'm trying really hard to have a british accent. i love them so much its strange.

ugh!

2007-05-04T18:01:00.000-04:00

my computer with aol is down. so won't be able to IM or email anyone.
so talk on myspace: http://myspace.com/mingusdt

Wishlist....25 days till my bday

2007-05-04T16:40:00.000-04:00

This shirt

and some more stuff too....

Missing New York

2007-04-28T12:53:00.000-04:00

I should be Writing about my school life and my family history
but I'm not I am Procrastnating Trying not to think about my 8 page English Project that is due on Monday So i keep on Listening To The Unicorns and Keep Pretending Everything is OK Because I was Born A Unicorn and That I will Die With Wings I Changed My Blog Title and URL Its Funny because i wont be wearing sunnies for quite a while its been raing for the past couple of days and its always dark and hazey the sky is actully white right now its so weird not seeing the green grass covered in snow or not having to worry about um-ber-ellas and just about remembering to wear gloves My life has been very repetitive lately My life has been very, very repetitive lately I’ve switched off between the same two pairs of pants for a week—black jeans, blue jeans, black jeans, blue jeans my hair isnt curlyy and more it un curled its self because of the god damn rain it was pouring buckets like it was washington cochella's second day starts to day CocoRosie is playing today so is Tilly and The Wall,and Peter Bojrn and John My parents like CocoRosie i played them at dinner yesterday we ate sausey pizza and watched code 46 Ruby and Haven's Birthday party tomarrow at lazertron mom said i could invite cypress but i decided not to I Have Abandoned my livejournal but i still read my friend's page I cant wait till summer i'll Be back in New York.

OMFG IM LIKE @ SCKOOL!!

2007-04-27T13:35:00.000-04:00

i'm at school.
8th period.
i'm supost to be doing reseach for a a health project on cocaine.
but they dont block blogger blogs(say that 5 times fast!)
so whatever.
i dont know what to write i'm just doing this to spite the system.
lol
they block LWF, livejournal,myspace,greatist journal,hiplog,Junk mag,
ok bye bitches

liar liar pants on fire....your gonna burn in hell

2007-04-25T18:59:00.000-04:00

I just Saw The Used new video fore their new song "The Worm and The Bird". I love it. I Can't fucking wait for The Cd. It comes out may 22. so buy that shit for my birthday.
I find it kind of strange that i can still watch and listen to the used without laughing. Unlike my chemical romance i can never watch any of the videos relised after 3 cheers. I feel slightly Embarssed for like them. It has nothing to do with the hatered to MCR. it has to do with their egos flaming up and leaving their genre and roots behind. and being all dumb and rockstars and shit.
UGH! it sounds like i'm bitching for no reason.
i still listen to MCR and i'm not getting rid of my posters any time soon.
The Worm and The Bird Video:
Pretty Handsom Ackward:

Pretty Handsome Awkward is pretty kick ass live. but its lyric are quite simple like unfinshed simple. The begining soungs like a rock verison of "I know What Boys Like" by Junkies

Liar Liar:

fun with pills[photos part one]

2007-04-09T18:37:00.000-04:00

how do you like my new [big]hair[style]?
yeah i know i'm gross!

shes got the looks

2007-04-02T13:44:00.000-04:00

I'm finaly understanding that the friends i have now.
are the ones i'll have untill 2009.
Its fine, just a little sad.
not that it matters anyway in 5 years i wont even remember all the people that hate me.
and i'm just fine with that.

Justin timberlake's album is great.
even my father likes it.
but i've been listen to The Grates and Peter Bjorn And John.
they make me smile.
my mom bought two gutairs off E-bay.
one came yesterday the other one came two day. along with a microphone stand and another microphone.
i want a ipod or just some ipod headphones.
i should get my dad to buy me some. they are only 10 bucks.
my fathers surgery went well.
HE HAS A KIDNEY NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
on sunday night i was messing with this hair gell.
and i was allergic to it.
i had no idea.
my face broke out and it looks terrible i'll post a photo tomarrow.
i'm doing a project on garbage(the band) in GT so i was watching all of these garbage videos on youtube. and i saw the runbabyrun video and.
Shirly Manson is hella pretty.
like amazing.
she soooo hot.
but cypress doesnt think so.
but whatever its true. and if you have a problem with it whatever. because i'm not taking anyones shit anymore.
yeah.

2007-03-29T18:40:00.000-04:00

yes, another video

2007-03-22T16:33:00.000-04:00

2007-03-21T19:44:00.000-04:00

When the war is over you can read the paper..

2007-03-20T17:47:00.000-04:00

me and alexys have solved our differences.

it feels good to have another friend.
if i can keep this one.
Stargirl529 [5:38 P.M.]: you just now know that?
CrankUpTheWow [5:38 P.M.]: nope
CrankUpTheWow [5:39 P.M.]: still, ew
CrankUpTheWow [5:39 P.M.]: i have kierans numba
Stargirl529 [5:40 P.M.]: i got your IP adress
CrankUpTheWow [5:40 P.M.]: congrats.p
Stargirl529 [5:40 P.M.]: whats up alexys
CrankUpTheWow [5:40 P.M.]: Ze Ceiling =)
CrankUpTheWow [5:40 P.M.]: fuck the ceiling -_-
Stargirl529 [5:40 P.M.]: fuck you
Stargirl529 [5:40 P.M.]: lol
CrankUpTheWow [5:41 P.M.]: just so you know----- the reason i kinda dont like you is because fatimah is sorta.... mean to me, so i figured if she's mean to me, then i might s well be mean to her AND her friends
Stargirl529 [5:41 P.M.]: thats dumb
CrankUpTheWow [5:42 P.M.]: *shrug*
Stargirl529 [5:42 P.M.]: fatimah can be mean
CrankUpTheWow [5:42 P.M.]: i didn't come up with that plan, mingus.
Stargirl529 [5:42 P.M.]: OMG
Stargirl529 [5:42 P.M.]: your not using pronouns anymore
Stargirl529 [5:42 P.M.]: dont ask
CrankUpTheWow [5:42 P.M.]: she's all like " i don't hang out with preppy people, talk to me when you come back from the darkside "
CrankUpTheWow [5:43 P.M.]: and i'm like " o_O "
Stargirl529 [5:43 P.M.]: so do you know the math homework?
CrankUpTheWow [5:43 P.M.]: uhhh
Stargirl529 [5:43 P.M.]: she was all mean to me
Stargirl529 [5:43 P.M.]: for now reason
Stargirl529 [5:43 P.M.]: *no
CrankUpTheWow [5:43 P.M.]: pg 55, 1, 2, 15, 16, 17, and maybe 18
Stargirl529 [5:43 P.M.]: thanks
CrankUpTheWow [5:43 P.M.]: mhm
CrankUpTheWow [5:43 P.M.]: bye.
Stargirl529 [5:43 P.M.]: i'm doing that shit in study hall
Stargirl529 [5:43 P.M.]: lol
Stargirl529 [5:43 P.M.]: bye
CrankUpTheWow [5:43 P.M.]: fuck study hall
CrankUpTheWow [5:43 P.M.]: bibi
Stargirl529 [5:44 P.M.]: are u going to the latin/greek thing tomarrow?
CrankUpTheWow [5:44 P.M.]: o.O
CrankUpTheWow [5:44 P.M.]: O.o
CrankUpTheWow [5:44 P.M.]: what? where?
CrankUpTheWow [5:44 P.M.]: when?
Stargirl529 [5:44 P.M.]: commons @ lunch
CrankUpTheWow [5:44 P.M.]: ooohhh
Stargirl529 [5:45 P.M.]: it might not happen she said
CrankUpTheWow [5:45 P.M.]: no, i kinda have some buisness to handle down in the lunchroom
Stargirl529 [5:45 P.M.]: you missed round 1 today
Stargirl529 [5:45 P.M.]: lol
Stargirl529 [5:45 P.M.]: ok
CrankUpTheWow [5:45 P.M.]: idc...
CrankUpTheWow [5:45 P.M.]: fuck latin.
Stargirl529 [5:46 P.M.]: bye
CrankUpTheWow [5:46 P.M.]: au revoir

Don't quit your day job

2007-03-18T20:41:00.000-04:00

i just bought a tee shirt with my mothers pay pal account.
i feel like a rebel and i dont care.
i' i'm happy i did it.
i just hope i got the right size!

this is a pretty good start

2007-03-17T19:39:00.000-04:00

you dont know what its like to be the uglyist person in the room.
to try so hard.
never getting enough.
she called me selfish.
she made me cry.
she doesnt understand.
she refuses to understand.
today i have to deal.
to put up with them.
untill 2:15.
in the end.
the best days ever are the ones when i want to die.
singing softly the words of your song.
wanting to change
needing a change